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I'm tired of hearing about Michael Jackson. I hated his music (with the exception of Thriller which I prefer to be covered by someone else) and thought he was about the creepiest bastard who ever walked the planet. I ranted to my friends yesterday, so I feel a little better and don't have to do it here where I'd alienate half my reading/flist. Sorry guys. Agree to disagree?

I'm totally not interested in that whole warning jihad that's going around. If I ever wrote it, I'd warn for non-con, self harm, and character death. Character death is the only one I get bent out of shape about, but that's because I don't like reading unhappy endings period.

I have to go usher for an Air Force concert tonight. I don't know why I volunteered except that I didn't want to be completely alone today.

I didn't send the card.
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Yesterday the [livejournal.com profile] fab_feb_friends activity was to write a post that started with "Love is..." but I couldn't quite get there. I mean, I had some intense feelings for The Boy Who Bruised My Heart, but with a little distance I doubt very much that it was love. When I tried to write the post anyway, it came out sounding like "Happiness is ..." which is similar I guess, but not the same.

My dad sent me a Valentine yesterday. The man wouldn't call if his house was on fire, but I get a card with his name signed every holiday. : )

I'm headed down to the City later today with some friends for an evening full of Rock Band, action movies, and pizza.
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I think I've just about finished fiddling with my layout for the season. [livejournal.com profile] chase_acow

Feel free to snag, edit, ignore. )

Also, I forgot to mention the coolest thing I've learned since getting sucked into Facebook. I was stalking TBWBMH (The Boy Who Bruised My Heart) and I found out he was dating someone not me. Understand that he hasn't dated anyone in the last six years, but not for a lack of girls throwing themselves at him (myself included). But the best thing -- I DON'T CARE!. I feel like I've grown as a person. I wasn't for sure, but it makes me feel good that I'm over him, finally and completely. At least until I see him again.
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First day of Finals went well. Only four exams and three papers left. Yay!

I somehow got suckered into a two hour lunch with The Boy Who Bruised My Heart today in which we laughed and traded stories about everything. I feel that familiar tugging again and just want to kick myself in the head. I mean how many ways can I make him say no to me? I just can't seem to squash that last bit of hope and just be happy that we're friends - kinda.

Also, fic(ish) prompts:

Drabble meme: Comment with a pairing and a prompt in one of the following fandoms and I'll write you a drabble for it. Fandoms up for grabs are SG-1, SGA, Star Wars, CSI, Pirates of the Caribbean, any movie with Ewan McGregor, due South, Without A Paddle, Buffy and Angel, old school Zorro, and if you wanna ask for something else go for it. I might try to give it a go.

I shall most likely take the prompts with me to my mum's house next week and post them when I get back, so don't worry about distracting me from my exams.
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So, my weekend has gone really well. Amazingly well. Stupendously well.

Hornets won the game Friday night. I was slightly tipsy off two very strong long island ice teas, but still didn't make any more of a fool out of myself then normal. The Boy was entertaining, and it felt just like old times when we talked all the time. He's warm and smells good, and that's not a setback, I'm just establishing facts.

The Foreign Service Written Exam went so much better yesterday. I think I've got a real shot this time around, though I'm trying desperately not to get too excited. I really really want to do this.

I'm working on Couple's Counseling the last installment of Couples Night and I'm just stuck. I made the mistake of writing out all of the dialogue first because that's the fun part that I think I'm good at, and now it's hard to go back and fill it in with the "he turned back to the window, determined not to see whatever was going through Cameron's face as he said..." and "gripped his shoulders pulling him in before Daniel could escape..."s. I suck, and tomorrow after class I will sit here until I get it done.

On a only slightly related note, has anyone here ever collaborated on a fic with someone else? I was thinking maybe I'd like to give it a shot in the near future after I can think of some terms and agreements to hold by. I was just wondering if ya'll enjoyed it, or if it was a pain. If it helped you as a writer etc...

I hate Aprils. It's like school/friends/work/weather all of it just realized there was only one more month until May and they need to squeeze in everything possible.
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Fannish works have come to a halt as I am out of town, away from my 'puter and fashdrive. My grandfather was in a car crash and died yesterday afternoon. I think he meant for it to happen. I dunno. I feel awful. I might be able to check my flist here and there, at least I hope so, something to take my mind off of everything. I emailed all my profs which was not fun, but I haven't gotten around to telling any of my friends. It's like I can't say the words. I'm feeling very sorry for myself which is just selfish and stupid, and I really really want to hit Cheeba in the face for not calling me last night after he saw me crying.
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Obviously I'm a little rusty with the whole finding interesting things to write about. I haven't been able to flex any writing muscles (at least that don't have to do with leadership styles) for several months now. It's not easy to pick back up.

So, just so that I can get back in the swing of things, not necessarily because you want to read it.

fandom )

personal )

So yeah, that's the sadness that I've been up to lately. Amusement to come shortly.
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