This is 40

Aug. 15th, 2023 11:01 pm
chase_acow: (maleficent)
And it's fine, I guess.

I know it's better to just mute/block, but it's not as satisfying as telling someone they're dumb, full of drama, and should make better choices when it comes to tagging and cursing at other people pointing out their bad humor.

Or, I wish I could hear that achievement sound to prove I made a good decision.


I missed my chance to grab a very pregnant kitten last month, so now I'm feeding a very nursing mama and have not yet managed to follow her back to her kittens. I named her Mav, she's solid black and punched a cat twice her size in the face* to get at the wet food. I love her and would kill for her. She lets me pet her and pick her up, but she's so skinny I can't imagine she has a family.


* he backed up a respectful distance and waited until she was done to finish up the kibble.
chase_acow: Jason Todd from the comic Wayne Family Adventures saying "it was like this when i found it" (comics hood didn't do it)
I also replaced the fridge light which had gone out in March 2020. I'm sure there's some sort of metaphor here, but honestly every time I open it now the blinding light scares the crap out of me, so I'm not sure it's a pleasant metaphor.

here are some excellent Sam Wilson/Captain America icons by [personal profile] peaked

here are some hilarious Pam & Tommy icons from the Hulu show that drops tomorrow! by [personal profile] myrmidon

here are some awesome Jason Todd icons [personal profile] nowhere made for a 10th anniversary request

The already cancelled classes on Wed/Thurs and I think it's only a matter of time before they close campus, so I already decided to forgo the extra money (though I have my fingers crossed they'll cancel Friday too) for a three day weekend. I got my desktop back from the fixit store, and I have reinstalled everything and am now achievement hunting on Steam and playing Dragon Age Inquisition for the umpteenth time. But it's okay. I downloaded a new hairstyle for my big qunari so it's basically a whole new game.

I guess the bulletproof exchange is not for me. )
chase_acow: Derek from Teen Wolf half his serious face listening or sad (tw d away)
and I would just deflate.

It's not the news has been subjectively worse the last two weeks. It's gotten steadily more ridiculous. And I just . . . I don't wanna anymore. Between the orange cheeto and the ignorant, mean people slinging spittle at my home state teachers - I'm just so tired. I had a conversation with Russ at work, and drumpf honestly strains my dedication to pacifism. Specifically the question of if you could go back in time to baby drumpf and make sure none of this ever happened, would you? I mean it's not reality, but the fact that I hesitated also bothers me. Metaphorically me.

*heavy sigh*

After putting a hold on it with my library in January, it was finally my turn to peruse Pete Souza's Obama: And Intimate Portrait and man was it a balm. It's a giant book with big, beautiful pictures of Obama visiting historical sites, visiting with real people, and playing with children. I don't have or want kids, but I like kids and he always looks so pleased when they're having a good time with him. Souza writes some, and it was always interesting, the captions try to tell you both who and what which I appreciated.

Happy Obama with Souza - serious photo guy )

I also finished Silence Fallen by Patricia Briggs - book geezus #10 in the Mercy Thompson series



Um, I loved the first several books in this series, lost a little steam in the middle, picked it back up, and now it's just churning down the money making tracks. I'm not saying that's a bad thing, I just don't know how to describe the series over all. The strength is Mercy (I REALLY love Mercy) and the secondary characters. The male lead is a Nice Leader Guy, and while on one hand, it's refreshing that they have a great relationship and the conflict doesn't come from stupid communication issues, I also find him boring.

If you're curious, here's how the author summarized the first book, and I'd encourage you to try it out - Lots of supernatural politics, some romantical leanings, and a little bit of subtle revenge.

"Moon Called is the beginning of the story of Mercedes Thompson a coyote shapeshifter who is also a pretty decent mechanic. Mercy's world looks a lot like ours except that the Otherworld is begining to be forced out of hiding by our modern technologies. Mercy shares her back fence with the local Alpha werewolf and works evenings on the vampire Stefan's VW bus. She's safe and content -- which doesn't make a very interesting story, does it? So, of course, matters begin to change on the first page. In this book Mercy faces trolls and gremlins, old boyfriends and older vampires. I hope you enjoy her story." http://www.patriciabriggs.com/books/
chase_acow: cartoon cat Garfield looking cool incognito (halloween boo)
Okay. I just had a very depressed week even through nothing out of the ordinary happened.

I talked to my mom Sunday night until I told her my phone was dying and it cut out. No one ever calls me so I didn't bother to charge it until Monday night. Tuesday morning, the substitute auto call woke me up at 5:30am so I put it on silent and basically forgot about it. Imagine my surprise when a freakin' cop bangs on my door, scares me to death, but politely asks me to give my mom a call so she'll stop pestering every single police office on campus and in town. Turns out she called my stepmom, my stepdad, my brother, two of my closest friends and was searching for my professor's number if I hadn't called her back by Thursday afternoon.

I was irritated while also slightly amused. I mean really. I'm 25. I think I should be able to go a week without calling in, right? ETA: Okay, so I had ten voice messages that I hadn't heard, but she didn't gent my little brother to email me - that would have had a reply in like an hour. She didn't even want anything, just worrying over nothing.

I really liked the last two eps of SPN. I'll try to catch up Sat/Sun with polls. I'm really loving this series, and I hope everyone who abandoned it last year will give it another chance.

[livejournal.com profile] thady if I don't email you by next week, please take out a hit on me and I'll pay you back in my will. I am entirely sucking at everything lately.

Also, since it is Halloween, I did the scariest thing I could think of. I sent my first query letter to an agent in regards to a book. A YA book I've finished, clocking in at 62,758 words. And yeah, odds are I'll win the lottery without buying a ticket before I get published, but . . . I did it, yeah? \0/
chase_acow: cartoon cat Garfield looking cool incognito (mup K clever)
So, [livejournal.com profile] livelongnmarry looks promising. There's a bunch of stuff on there I'd be interested in, and it's not near as scary as Sweet Charity. I'm thinking about offering some fanfic, even if no one wants me, at least I did my part, right? : )

Also, I know that there are some vidders on my flist. I'm just saying, if anyone offers to vid for SG-1 S9/10 + Ark, I'm there bidding.



In other random news:

I hate ?format=light. It just drives me bonkers and I have to change it over to style=mine to get to the generic comment page.

The people upstairs were having some kind of underwear, loud music, jumping up and down right over my bedroom party last night until four in the morning. I actually went upstairs to ask them to cool their jets, and it was my first time up the stairs. Well, I live in the freakin' Ritz compared to what they have up there. I can't understand why they wouldn't clear away the cobwebs in the hallway. That'd be the first thing I did every morning.

I finally got a call back from the state's Office of Emergency Management. We're working on getting me an internship for credit, but I'd take it even without the credit. I'm really excited to go down to the capital and see what's the what.

I got a call back for the resume I sent out last week, and I have an interview on the 8th. It's just a part-time office job - at a church, no less - but it'd be nice to do something. I'll bet they're interviewing everybody, but maybe I'll make a good impression and they'll feel sorry for me. *crosses fingers*

Big bang went well. I'm writing again, even if I should be working on my class papers. As soon as my textbook get here, I'll have to start preparing for my class the third week of July. Boo.
chase_acow: cartoon cat Garfield looking cool incognito (scc bitch)
Let me get some good stuff out first:

1. The Colbert/Stewart/O'Brien (srsly don't go there) was made of awesome and will probably amuse me for the rest of time.

points 2-5 )



The bad:

6. One day, I will learn not to read fandom meta.

Problem A: starts with all you people being so much more intelligent than I am. Now, I'm no dummy, but I'll admit to being fairly superficial in my life/writing/reading/watching habits. Probably half of the points y'all make go right over my head.
Problem B: is that I am the incredible minority of fen from Okieland/Bible Belt/midwest/whatever. I just don't think the way that people from the coasts, Canada, Europe, or Australia think. Too bad too, 'cause you're way awesome.
Problem C: I have bizarre personal gender thoughts of which there has never been made a box to fit. I'm not a feminist, and I feel slightly like a traitor. Most days, I don't feel particularly feminine, or womanly at all. It's discomforting for this to be shoved back in my face (though admittedly, I do it to myself).

Basically those combine to make me confused, befuddled, and strangely uncomfortable. I don't know precisely where that leaves me fandom-wise. Jealous, I guess.

Yes, this is all from the SPN fallout from the last episode. I use this icon ironically. (I think, unless I'm not, but in that case I swear that I'm not being intentionally dense.)

7-9 )

To sum up: can someone give me a girl prompt or two? I promise nothing, but I'd like to give it a try. Preferably something quirky, AUs, crossovers, upbeat, big ideas, just be nice to me, yeah? : )

SG: Teyla, Vala, Keller, Jeannie SPN: Jess, Bela, Ruby OR: give something else a try
chase_acow: Grace in a cowboy hat from Saving Grace (cowboy grace)
Goddamn inconsistent reffing! Shit!

Also, does anyone really want to see people sucking face during a football game?

*sighs*
chase_acow: cartoon cat Garfield looking cool incognito (supes orig)
Please excuse me while I have a nervous breakdown. Final finals week is just so very ... final. I don't want to graduate and look for a real job, and have to support and provide for myself. I now have such respect for those of you who are doing this, and I haven't done anything but think about it. Seriously, this standing "o" is for you. *claps*

They decided to total my truck, so I went to clean it out and ended up bawling over it. I mean, how lame. A 23 year old girl crying over four wheels, a hunk of metal, and some of the best memories of her life. I loved it. I never named it, because it couldn't decide on a gender, but man I loved that truck.

My last test is tomorrow, and I have denied myself access to any of the [livejournal.com profile] sga_santa or [livejournal.com profile] sg_rarepairings fic until I finish mine. I'm so sorry [livejournal.com profile] kellifer_fic, but I have passed the thousand word mark, and I'll be done soon...ish. I suck.

Also, in this process, I have discovered that my space bar is finicky, and I am curious, so...

[Poll #887757]

Woe.

Dec. 5th, 2006 07:31 pm
chase_acow: cartoon cat Garfield looking cool incognito (ds K quote buddies)
I was in a wreck today. Everyone was okay, it was her fault, and she had three little kids in the car. I woke up to hear them screaming, and that's something I never want hear again.

It's been a long time since I had to peck on the keyboard. My right wrist is bruised and swollen so I've got some frozen broccoli on it. I didn't go to the ER or anything, I did lose consciousness for a bit, but I'm no worse for the wear. My truck on the other hand, is totaled. The wrecker guy said it was probably fixable, but I'm not going to hold my breath, even if I did have the money. This just sucks so much, especially now.

On the other hand, I'm just so thankful that no one got seriously hurt. I had my seat belt on, which sometimes I don't do. My dog was going to be with me but at the last second she wouldn't come in from outside. I'm so glad about that, because her poor little head would have been splattered across my dashboard. It could have been so much worse.

Question: Do I email the fic-a-thons I'm in and tell them that I may be a little later, or do I give it another day or two just to see? In theory I could still get everything done before the 11th.

Also: Go Pokes.
chase_acow: cartoon cat Garfield looking cool incognito (simpsons H gulp)
I'm still at the parental unit's house. I have internet, but not that much time to be on it other than to bookmark stuff to look at later. I feel crazy disconnected, and awkwardly weird with fandom at the moment. It's strange, and I blame last week's eps for it.

It took me three days to watch SGA because I was a bit squicked at the embarrassment clause. I'd watch ten or fifteen mins and then have to go do something else. I did love Joe, he did a most excellent job. SG-1 was better, I loved the Cam/Dan at the beginning, and then all the Daniel scenes. But the other main plot, not so much. There has been some really good fic already written for it though.

I've written a little bit, but mostly, I've watched Farscape and messed around with my Daniel/Cameron moodtheme that's in the works. In fact, I think I just did something a little naughty that prompted this post. For the mood "full" I picked this picture: )

Is it too much?



Also, I learned a valuable lesson this morning, the consequences of which may or may not come back to haunt me in the future. But for all of you, I'll write it down-

When staying at your grandparent's house with your mom, older brother, and little brother, make sure you actually turn your laptop off when you go to bed so that it won't still be running in the morning. This is important because they might get up before you and want to go poke at your computer. When they're poking, a picture of naked boys engaging in naughty things might flash up, and they might be a little surprised and/or shocked. And maybe not in a good way.
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