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In fact, I'm a whole year older than I was at this time last year. : )


( Here, look at a few of my favorite things. )

I'm still floundering about in post worst-semester-of-my-life stress, but I think I'm getting better. Slowly but surely. Where's some demon blood when I need a pick-me-up?

I just finished watching the first season of Supernatural with my friend, and I'm really excited that she's enjoying it! More converts! However, it's just about killing me to see the boys at the happiest that we get to knowing what's going on now in S4. I noticed a whole bunch of stuff and realized several other things. For instance:

1. Sam kept a framed picture of John and Mary out in his apartment at Stanford? That really, really hit me across the forehead when we were watching the pilot. I mean, for a guy that supposedly wanted to break off all ties, that's kinda nostalgic.

2. I miss Dean's non growly voice. He's just so young here, but now he looks like he's aged ten years instead of four. No offense to Jensen who I have always found more attractive than Dean and does not look like he's approaching forty from the front end of a railway train.

3. Sam used to laugh a lot. Mostly at Dean and it was really attractive. When was the last time we heard him laugh? Since Dean made his deal?

4. John. I still and forever will hates him. I think that I decided that John must have just given Dean the Impala when he sent Dean out to New Orleans to get him out of the way so John could pull his disappearing act.

5. I really liked the way they filmed S1. There is a definite difference in the camera work and the shots they get. I'm no professional, or even that interested, but I noticed.


Also, I'm not disabling comments on LJ yet (I have no plans to at the moment), but I am crossposting everything from DW now. If you have both accounts friended/subscribed and want to drop me, that's cool -> I just don't want to miss any of your content now that I'm checking my flist/rlist again. So, keep that in mind if you post locked stuff.

I have so much work to do on my Big Bang, it's not even funny. And I think I'm going to have to cut my favorite part and it makes me sad!

that it makes me want to heckle everyone. Apparently you can take the girl out of the Spirit Band but you can't take the Spirit Band out of the girl. I'm at my dad's house this weekend so I went to church and the poor goofy youth minister went up to make the announcements and he was so bad. I had to bite my lip. Then the preacher yelled at us and told us we didn't love Jesus enough. It was a special kind of morning. : )

But, the point of this post is to share a couple of tunes for my boys.

Dear Jared,
I heard you might be having a hard time of it. Poor little fella, trust me, it'll get better. Here's a little something that might perk you up.

Enormous Penis I think by Bob and Tom

If you ever get so low
That you don't know which way to go
Come on and take a walk in my shoes
Never worry 'bout a thing
Got the world on a string
Cause i've got the cure for all of my blues (all of his blues)

Dear Jensen,
If they made a movie about the OU Sooners and cast you as Bob Stoops, I would watch it for you, and that really shows my love. You're awesome. (Please don't do a movie about the Sooners.)

Be Gentle With Me by The Boy Least Likely Too

So just be gentle with me
I'm not as young as I was
And I'll be gentle with you
I'm not as brave as I thought
'Cause my heart gets broken so easily
So just be gentle, be gentle with me

Dear Sam,
I'm gonna need for you to get it together before I have to come over there and slap you upside your head. Think about someone besides yourself.

Blood Makes Noise by Suzanne Vega

But blood makes noise
It's a ringing in my ear
Blood makes noise
And I can't really hear you
In the thickening of fear

Dear Dean,
I love you just the way you are. But I think that a montage of everything you've ever eaten ever would be hilarious. : ) Keep on truckin' because if Kripke screws you over, the fangirls will fix it.

H.E.L.P. is on the Way by The Beach Boys

Stark naked in front of my mirror
A pudgy person somehow did appear
Seems lately all I've eaten sugar and fat
It's getting obvious that's not where it's at

If anyone needs a pick-me-up, head over to spn_fanart and take a gander at oatmeal_queen new drawing. Presenting Ruby, Dean, and Sam in - The Meddler.


Also, do you know who would have really hot sex? Dean and Vala. Apparently sardonicsmiley thought so too. Breakfast of Champions was way hot, and Vala and Dean are adorable all flirty together.

“Dean. Dean Winchester. And what are you doing, Vala?”

“I am preparing to eat pancakes with strawberries and hash browns. And after that I was considering fucking you in the bathroom of this fine establishment.”


Finally, something good happened yesterday that pulled me back from the brink of a complete and total melt down. To celebrate, I read memphis86's The Seahorse (Jensen/Jared NC-17) and jesus christ, that's an awesome story with awesome art by ignited. JENSEN IN SCRUBS IS THE HOTTEST THING EVER! I don't care if you don't like mpreg, go look at the art and start reading the fic. If it doesn't pull you in by the second act then you're made of stronger stuff than I am. Every single character (and there are many from Katie Cassidy to Tom Welling) are complicated, well-rounded people, and the pacing is excellent. This is like the ultimate feel good fic.


ETA: Don't forget to feed the Big Bang artists. You can tell when someone worked really hard on something, and they deserve to get pages and pages of love too! : )

This is an alt-country/outlaw country/red-dirt country/whatever you want to call it fanmix for Dean's last day. Creepy Little Noises by I Can Lick Any Sonofabitch in the House is seriously awesome, if you one grab one song, take it. Needless to say, this might be a little depressing, but most of the songs are upbeat with that rock'n'roll feel. I hope y'all enjoy!

( blood and bone and brain )

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