Masquerading as a man with a reason . . .

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missyjack wants to make me cry every time I open my flist/reading page by encouraging people to post Carry On Wayward Son lyrics. Seriously, I can't listen to this song anymore without flashing to how unlikely it is for Sam and Dean to ever be done or find peace. I have to switch the radio station any time it comes on and I'm driving. -> I may be slightly over-invested in these boys ... if there is such a thing.



All right, if Lilith can see that she's not going to survive the apocalypse, why would she still be breaking seals? I'm assuming that she's not, so who is? Who has been missing for the last several weeks who has unclear motives and a predisposition toward evil? Oh, I know. Ruby. I really hope that she turns out to be Meg. So, she's been gone, breaking seals and cementing Sam's absolute need and desperation for her. Sam is putty in her claws.

Poor Sam, he really doesn't see it coming at all. I got shivers last week when Ruby started to tell him about Lucifer's first. It's got to be Sam, and the Sam that we all knew and loved pre-demon blood would have figured that out in a heartbeat.

I have absolutely no clue about Castiel and the rest of the angels. I am really not a fan of Zach, and I really can't wait to see what and why he stopped Chuck from telling Sam and Dean. I'll bet it was him that reamed Castiel in The Rapture. I am so very leary of Dean getting all angel-juiced. What if it makes him a bigger dick? (Just kidding Dean, you know that I love you past all reason. Though, honestly, you are a bit of a jerk sometimes.) : )

I DO NOT WANT A CLIFFHANGER ENDING! I want whatever is going to happen to happen and then the boys to ease into an uneasy truce to deal with the aftermath. I can't handle another summer of separation between Sam and Dean.

I am fascinated at how the entire series has been seeded with conversations about monsters and people becoming monsters. I just watched Born Under a Bad Sign and Dean's face while he is struggling to figure out Sam before they knew he was possessed is just absolutely on. He doesn't care. He's not going to kill his little brother. Something happened to Sam that was not his fault, and Dean was ready to go to bat for him. I guess the only thing that's changed is that now Sam is an active participant in his decent via the demon blood. Dean probably sees it as Sam leaving him first.

I'm really excited about Rocklahoma 2009! It's July 9th -12th in Pryor OK, and I think I want to go on Friday to see RATT, Night Ranger, Warrant, Danger Danger, Helix, and Hericane Alice. I don't suppose I could entice any of y'all to go too? I'm going to stick out like the sorest sore thumb you've ever seen. : )